Hi! I just wants to vent out my frustration, so don't mind me. I've been in a lot of stress for months now because of pressure from everything around me. I... I couldn't even open up to anyone close to me because,I don't want to see their face full of pity and I don't want someone to say I'm over reacting. I've been overwhelmed that I don't even know what to start...what I am doing. I presure myself because of the high spectation of my family to me. I compare and judge myself more than them and being kind felt kinda tired because they keep abusing how I treat them. I'm always that person who first reach out to them, the person who always apologises even if I don't know what did I do wrong, and the person who overthink if I did anything to them. So I think I should stop being the person who's reaching out first...I'll just keep silent, I'm just gonna stop waiting for their explaination because I've now there answer all along just by look at there action. Their action is enough for me to understand that it's all been answering my questions all along. I'll be selfish this time for my peace. Sometimes everyone will come and go and I realize that not everyone you call a friend is your friend.... I'm not angry...I'm just tired of everything around me and I learn my lesson....
Sorry if I shared it here in mangatoon, I don't know who to share with because I feel like I don't even know if I really have a friend
