Up until now I never really thought of leaving away from family though I knew it would happen eventually with college and stuff. But honestly I am scared and exicited. I am not going to a city I know nothing about, I do.... but it would be without family. Anyways I haven't gone there yet but ooff(✖﹏✖). Its just lot of feelings. I am worried about my parents, my brother and my own studies¯\_(ツ)_/¯. I have to be the planner of my life. Too much pressure. ⊙_⊙ And I don't know how my roommate will be. I don't like AC more like AC doesn't like me. I get cold easily so i will most probably suffer cause the hostel room has AC. And I know I won't be able to negotiate about the temp. cause I am introverted AF(╥_╥).
It honesty feels like I am writing a dairy entry. 1st time writing(╥﹏╥). I honestly don't care what ppl think of this post. But maybe i could get better at writing from here.
